Roller coasters

So I had my appointment with Esplin 2 weeks ago. There wasn't really much to talk about. He's still quite surprised that I'm doing as well as I am. No neuropathy or mouth sores, hand or feet sores.

They took my tumor markers and I got them back a few days later.  They both went up a lot.

So I went back into my hole for a bit. Cried, questioned and regrouped.  He had me come in a week later to check the markers again. I did and a few days later found out that at least one of them is down a few points again. (Other one isn't in yet)

I start wondering what is going on and am just sitting by waiting.  I have another chemo this week and then a week off.  Then I'll have my appointment and he will order scans.