Pretty much the same as last time. I found out the reason they don't let anyone in there with you or let you read or do anything, is because reading causes the sugar from the drink to go to my brain because it's more active. They want as much of it as possible to go to the tumors.
Had to wait the weekend, and got the results Monday night.
The results are mixed. Some good, some the same and some worse with a few new lesions. I feel discouraged. I was hoping for at least stable.
The new plan of action is to put me into medically induced menopause by giving me shots to shut down my ovaries.
I also went in for a blood draw for Foundation one testing. I am not quite sure what this is yet, but I think it's kind of test that shows what certain drugs work best with your DNA.
So I will get a shot on Monday and continue Tamoxifen for another month and then when the Foundation one testing is in he'll switch from Tamoxifen to a different one.
I'm feeling discouraged and scared. I know it's not terrible news, but it is. All cancer news is negative news.....unless it's positive :) All my "what if's surface." All my fears of the unknown start yelling at me in my head. All my emotions about leaving my family, causing pain for my family, feeling like a burden to my family come to the surface and I mourn.
So I'll take a few days to feel it and then get back on the horse with a positive attitude.
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